Buenas chavales,
después de esta rallada de título, aunque cierta, me dispongo a lanzaros otros de mis thoughts, (alguna vez tendría que escribir en inglés, sería original, jaja, y... ¿por qué no ahora? Ahí cosas que se me hacen más fácil decir en inglés)
Ok fox! I am sorry for those who don´t know English too well, but I promise this will be the only post I write in English. And why am I writting this in another language? Ok what are we talking about? Love? Isn´t that a different language? Sometimes we don´t understand it, and sometimes we don´t even know how can we talk about it, so I am sorry if my English is not completly perfect but I haven´t practiced it in a while.
Ok, I don´t know what´s going on in my head, inside of me, but I feel like my body cannot live without anyone by my side. I have had a long relationship with one of the greatest persons in the world, who has changed my life. I am sure some of you will think that our relationship wasn´t long at all, that many of you have had longer relations, but for me, 9 months was a record, and the time wasn´t really the most important thing of our adventure, but the experiences we have spent together and the fellings that have grown inside.
Right now I am starting to have feelings for someone, but once again, the questions come to my head. I feel insecure, I don´t really want to jump into an empty swimming pool because I am afraid to be hurt as it happened before.
At the same time I feel like I need someone to my side who could give me heat, someone who for no reason at all just tell you that she loves you, or in a bad day she sais to you: You look handsome today. And then you feel the luckiest person in the entire world! I don´t know if you get what i am saying.
Anyways, I know that I have to go on with this life and not forget what happened before because that is a part of my life that has taught me so many things... I gotta try again and play one more time this game called love, I can get hurt again, maybe this time I don´t find the woman of my life, but if I don´t try I will never know! Plus I can learn so much more... That is something we need to, learn, sometimes we think we know everything, but that´s not right , we´ll never know enough!!
Now, I just need to be brave to step forward, because once again is the man who has to go first (I hate that).
This have might been a little confusing, I am just talking to myself, and I am sure that many of you understand what am I talking about!
Enjoy life guys! I´ll tell you what happened at the end!!
One big hug for you,
Hola... Estaba yo tan feliz (y aburrida, todo hay que decirlo) por esta pag que me acaban de comentar y con la que estoy encantada..Y he dado con tu diario, supongo que por el nombre de tu entrada, que salía en las "recientes" y lo siento, pero me he tomado la libertad de leerlo, MIL DISCULPAS... Pero el caso es que sabía que estaba invadiendo la "intimidad" (bueno, esto es depende) de otra persona, y eso no está bien... peeero no sé, no pude parar de leerlo... Me ha llamado la atención!
I know why you wrote the last entry in english, it's completly understandable... Cuz you felt insecure while you were writting... Expressing feelings in another language is like turning off the lights to tell someone something... Makes it become easier to achieve...
Well, sorry again ;) Keep on writting, it's awesome ;)
Escrito por Mer a las Enero 27, 2004 03:57 PMSolo puedo decirte una cosa:
"From lost to the river" (de perdidos al rio) xDDD
Mer, que sepas que eres más que bienvenida a invadir este rinconcito de intimidad y opinar, que sepas que me ha encatado el leer tu comentario,por favor, sigue escribiendo tanto como puedas
Escrito por Nachinator a las Enero 27, 2004 08:31 PMWassap bro!!
Looks like nachinator felt in love, WWOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!
y digo yo, has encontrao a A la M la O y no encuentras la R??? creo q tas confundio, xq lo q no encuentras es la O, xq las otras 3 digo yo q si no? (M-A-R-.-.) jejeje ;)
Escrito por xixiwaxi a las Enero 27, 2004 09:03 PMMe parece que el nachete está margarito... Como esta es la primera vez que entro en esta página, que está bastante curiosa, me voy a limitar a decirte sólo una cosita: no hacer caso a nuestros instintos es negar precisamente lo único que nos hace humanos. Por ello, si te gusta esa niña, que ya me diras quien es, sólo tienes que hacer lo que te dicte tu corazón, aunque suene a tópico. Y no te preocupes por si vas o no a sufrir puesto que ya sabes que nos tienes aquí para lo que sea. Un abrazo y nos vemos con los ojos.
Escrito por Sevi a las Enero 27, 2004 09:27 PMIs that u Nach? The kid who wasnt able to find the right girl, who didnt seem to fall in love with anyone? I cant believe what im reading!! Well like i´ve always said, go on with it, tell her what u feel, u know it wont leave her the same way, u know u have many chances to go out with her.
U know i went through something similar, and its nice, but hard at the same time, even more if u have to deal with her everyday. U´re gonna be thinking of her the entire day n night (remember all those LOOONG conversations on the way home... lol), but its useless if u dont tell her anything, if u do not open ur heart n let her know whats inside of u, what u feel! I didnt tell ----- what i felt, i dint want a ´no´ as an answer... she probably would have said ´no´, but i didnt even try , and i feel bad because of that, now i dont have a chance to date her n i wasnt able to ask her how she felt about it. Man just tell her, no matter what happens after that, u can get much out of it and theres nothing to be lost, dont act like me, dont be so gay.
Besides that, where u get the time during exams to write everyday?? Enjoy
PS: rest for friday, its gonna b the greatest party ever!!! All u girls r invited
Ah y perdon x las faltas, xo el nachin me ha hecho volver a escribir en ingles, hacia q no lo hacia.... (el escribir en ingles claro jejeje)
Escrito por KuKo FoReVeR a las Enero 28, 2004 01:04 PMYou are like the maracas of Machin!
Escrito por xabe a las Enero 28, 2004 02:28 PMKuko, gracias por el comentario, pero yo no he dicho ni nombres ni ninguna persona en especial, he generalizado bastante para evitar equivocaciones!!
A todos gracias por hacer vuestros comentarios, se agradece un montón, a todos, a sebes, a audi_panda, a todos...
un abrazo, chavles,no dejeis de colaborar
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Escrito por link- a las Septiembre 1, 2004 02:08 AM